It will be five years since you have left us.  Right now I need you more than ever before, I miss your support, I miss that you make everything ok!  I couldn't even imagine what you must  of felt knowing you became sick and was going to leave us.  You are the strongest person I ever knew. I will never forget the day we heard the Dr tell us you only have a few months left with us.  That was the most horrible day of my life.   The more time goes on without you I gets more harder I just want to hear your voice one more time.  With you gone I have no one to talk to when things get tough.  I really miss that.  Love and miss you !